Saturday, April 19, 2008

back in the saaadddlleee again

all is well. my world is back to normal.

i wasnt ready for what i heard, thats all.



everythings fine, no worries. i was just thrown into panic mode, thinking my life was going to turn back upside down.
its a little scary, wondering if everything youve tried to build back is going to disappear in a heartbeat.


but it wont.

so to anyone i may have cried to/yelled to, thanks. im a little disappointed in the faith some people had.... but i can understand why.




im walking away from this a healthier and better person.
(she) was right.
it only brought out the worst in me.



im going to worry about more important things. like my finals. and how those are in a week. and how im totally... not ready.
and that im flying back to iowa in two weeks. (actually, less than?)
im looking forward to it, but probably only for the first 4 days im there. then i can promise you ill be dying to get back to florida.


time for a big ole pot'o'coffee. ever since that sunday, ive been hooked back on it.
bad thing? havent decided yet.

love.
xo.

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